You matter...you really do!
Publisher's note: Leah is a friend of mine and The Patriots Press, and is about as gentle and kind a soul as you will find anywhere. I hope her words and meaning hit you as they did me.
Leah: As I was backstage last night, unplugging my charger and packing my things, a friend came in and I asked her to sit with me a moment. Ninety-nine percent of Academy staff, students, family, etc., had gone home.
We chatted and she asked me how I was. You know how a conversation pauses...and the words you just exchanged are hanging in the air, and you and your friend are sitting there, looking at one another pleasantly...?
Well we were in that atmosphere when she opens her mouth and asks me, "how are you?” Just like that.
Sigh...I really don't like answering that question, so I said I was fine. And she of course, looked at me with a more penetrating gaze and said whatever it was she said while I squirmed beneath her scrutiny.
She continued speaking and then a phrase came out of her mouth that stopped my ears from hearing anything else. Do you know how your mind stops when something really good happens to you?
You don't hear a word anyone says because for you, time has stopped. Well, that's what happened last night.
"How are you?" I smile and answer. She gives me the hard look and continues..."okay, because when I pray for you I get the impression that..." And that is when time stopped for me. Time! Thought! Even emotion! I was stunned. Truth seeped into my intellect slowly. "She prays for me." It is difficult to explain how I felt inside upon that revelation.